Me gots the blues

Originally Posted by SpaceMonk

When your down and feel like you can't go on anymore BUT find someway to just keep going, what are some ways you find to motivate yourself to carry through and keep it going?

Grow out of puberty and man the fuck up. It works wonders.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by SpaceMonk

good one

Good enough to warrant you getting mad at the advice and dissing the post.

You want to know what the problem with people like you, is? When you don't like the answer to your problem, you ignore it. Which is why you never go anywhere and keep having the same problems over and over again. "Man, that guy told me to fix my problem but it would be hard and require me not being a jerkoff... fuck that."

Have fun being the same loser you are now for the rest of your life, sport. I'm sure everyone who doesn't tell you what you want to hear is just a jerk. You should keep on ignoring them.

There's nowhere I can't reach.

Originally Posted by SpaceMonk

Once every few weeks, I break down and think to myself, is it really worth it. It all just seems so hopeless and although I'm fighting through it, Almost everything I encounter seems to be working against me, wanting for me to fail. I just feel like sometimes giving in and give up, hoping that maybe that way I would be at peace, to not be worried anymore and fear anymore . BUT then, just then right before I am about to give in, I get back up and keep on trying.

When your down and feel like you can't go on anymore BUT find someway to just keep going, what are some ways you find to motivate yourself to carry through and keep it going?

Originally Posted by SpaceMonk

You're absolutely right, although I didn't give out any details to why I feel like this sometimes, now that I think about it, it's something that's completely out of my control. whatever happened already happened, whatever needs to happen in the future will be, I need to focus on what's happening now. Sure I will probably still get those feelings still but you're absolutely right I need to just keep trying. It's like I already knew but I get lost and forgot in the mess. I'll keep trying, trying, and trying.

Out of curiosity, have you ever been checked out by a shrink for possibly being bi-polar? These bullshitty sunshine posts you've been dropping around the boards make you come off ten shades of manic. You might have problems beyond just being a whiny teenager.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Originally Posted by SpaceMonk

What do you want from me? no, my counselor never brought up the possibility. My original post was not posted because I was feeling down at the moment (whining as you put it), it was a comment about how I felt that way sometimes and was wondering how other's dealt with it when they go through similar feelings (this obviously offended you). Obviously you must deal with your own problems better than me BUT then to pick on me for not being able to do the same? I just don't understand you. What are you doing? do you think it's funny?

My response the third time was an acknowledgment that it was a good advice! Are you trying to make me mad? Look, I don't know you and Obviously you don't know me. All I wanted was advice and possibly good ways to use to ease those feelings. Really I just don't understand what you're trying to do?
How about you leave me alone, and I'll leave you alone? okay

What am I trying to do? I'd think that was obvious. I was asking you if you'd ever been diagnosed as manic or bi-polar, because you seem to show a lot of the signs of it. Extreme depression followed by immense highs and sudden immensely sunshiney outlook on life. You seem to get the roller coaster, and I was wondering if you'd been given a proper ticket for it yet.

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

Originally Posted by nanaman

Oh boy Deni... I'm wondering if you'd ever been diagnosed as a pretentious prick, because you seem to show a lot of the signs of it.

Deni, why do I see you give of a diagnosis of his mental health here? You're coming off as a hypocrite, as I'm pretty sure that I've seen you write somewhere here on the forum that we as gamers shouldn't be giving off diagnosis as we're not professionals. And here I see you give off a slight diagnosis based on the tone of forum posts alone.

Actually, what I did was ask him if he'd ever been diagnosed by a professional. Which would be why I didn't say "you're bi-polar." But good hustle.

How ya doing, buddy?