Dealing With Depression

I have no sensible advice but I'd like to share my experience, as I've been watching this thread since the first post and every suggestion I would have has been made by Crash Landon and subsequent posters. I've gone the whole 6 feet. I've had psychologists and psychiatrists. I've done every drug, legal or otherwise. I've overdosed. I've lost love. I've been lost. None of that matters. The universe is hostile and impersonal. You're going to have to make the best of it.

Try social drinking or get some toking buddies, or hell, get some gaming buddies to death match with over some beers. The connections you make may help validate your existence. Humans are social creatures, after all. Without society, you are alone. If we were meant to be alone, we would hatch from eggs.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Donating is a lot like throwing money at a problem. It helps the cause but it doesn't help you. Putting energy into a charitable cause is more along the lines of getting off your ass and doing something you can look back at and see. The key word is energy. I'm not going to assume you're clueless over this, Erisu.

There's nowhere I can't reach.