Nobody could ever love the real me

I think the only way for Eleo to help himself is to associate his time better. But that would mean to actually do something than an easy walk to a computer 3 feet from his bed. And by better time association, I mean to go and hang out at more socialized places. Clubs, parties, concerts, events, whatever, go MEET people. You do in some weird way "unlock" qualities about yourself. How? Simply be meeting different people. You run into individuals who'll be alot like you and who'll totally show you the light to other personalities

Eleo is antisocial only because it's natural. It's not because he wants to be. His current living conditions set him up for his current state of being. If his family died tomorrow and he were the sole survivor of some horriffic accident, do you think he'd still act in the current way? Chances are high on the probability that he'd change, because there's a NEED to change.

So, Eleo, it's mostly up to you if you want to change your way of life, or not. We really can't say much to help you other than agree with certain points of your situation confirming whether you are even in a situation. Maybe some suggestions can be made if you choose to start a change, but nothing we can do directly.

How ya doing, buddy?