I seem to naturally skip the girl part.

So yeah, I'm one of those guys who want to get MORE familiar with certain girls (school, dorms, neighborhood, wherever). But it seems I just don't know how to actually get the asking and doing parts to work.

I myself understand how to ask, but there's a part of myself that just resist that. The other day in Chem Lab, my group's professor allowed everyone to pick a partner for the experiment. I immediately asked the girl next to me if she wanted to be partners. She said yes. So, why is it I can ask her for that sort of stuff, but not to eat lunch together or whatnot? The answer is simple, I'm either embarrassed about something, or just chicken to do it.

See, I know what my problem is and the solution to it, just I can't get myself to do it!

Help me Dr. Phil GamingForce! You're my only hope!

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Polytechnic University. Small public institute.

There's nowhere I can't reach.

Before the forum crash, I used to be the know-it-all with these psychological problems. Several members even looked up my profile info and msged me on AIM for further help. I was completely awed by the responses my advices have been getting. But now, I've become the victim of a problem induced by my own self.

Well, I went and asked her to go out with me, out to Chili's. She wanted to bring a friend and I just went ahead with a, "Ahh, nevermind then.." response and immediately she forgot about her friend. I don't know if it's the fact that it looks as if I were going to pay full or if there's something admirable about me, but step 1 = complete.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.