Trying to be happy

Hot Pink, it would undoubtedly create a kind of confusion and disappointment in any parents' mind if they were to discover their son/daughter a homosexual. But what do you want to do? You've told us that you have a set sexual preference. You've told us that you don't want to disappoint your parents. Yet, these things are somewhat conflicting as it seems your parents are the typical 'panic' type: "Oh God, oh God! She's a lesbian, what do I do? Whaaaat do I do?!" You know?

When creating this topic, you put in the title: Trying to be happy.

So, this tells me you want happiness from all this where both sides of your problem are in agreement. So, why not tell your parents about your issue face to face? They are the ones you are having a problem with, not an emotional problem, but a problem nonetheless. Tell them how you feel.

If that doesn't work... Then the best thing from then on is to simply look after yourself. Your parents may still love you as their daughter, but they just can't bare to support your ideals.

Jam it back in, in the dark.