Fears and Phobias

yes, I get that urge to jump off whenever i'm somewhere relatively high (especially the Empire State).

But in my case, I'd say I get really scared shitless of not existing. More like the cessation/nonexistance of life after death. Just thinking about that can stop me breathless and unable to move, for my own reasons, seeing as how i've almost been killed numerous times. Sigh
I used to be scared of heights, and water, but i grew out of those back in my earlyyears before the double digits. I'm still anxious whenever I have to talk in front of people, but that's gotten better; now i don't feel like the world is spinning and I'm gonna crash when people are looking at me, I just stutter a little instead.

Jam it back in, in the dark.