BASKETSLASH

Member 25298

Level 18.44

Oct 2007

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Mar 15, 2008, 04:54 PM
Local time: Mar 15, 2008, 11:54 PM
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#1 of 40
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Yeah I have, but then I can't say it was real love cause frankly, I'm still young and I'd like to think that I haven't experienced the real deal yet.
It was like this, the girl just simply couldn't make up her mind on what she wanted, wanting love one second and being left alone the other. I was also bothered with that the she was the kind of girl that liked getting physical with people, not in a sexual sense, but like being all friendly giving hugs and touching people and this made a huge mess of our relationships at times, cause she simply couldn't understand people thought that she was coming onto them, or rather, she didn't care and I were the one who had to tell people we were going out. So I got tired of how she acted with indecision and being all carefree and decided to give her an ultimatum that I'd leave her if she didn't change because I couldn't stand it. She started spouting out nonsense while crying, like that she loved me so much that she'd marry me and stuff like that, almost obsessingly tried to convince me that she had now chosen that she wanted to be with me.
So she did change her ways a bit after that, but as you might have guessed, this got me real scared being 16 years old having to hear stuff like that, especially when she now were onto me like she was obsessed with me. I really liked this girl, but man I had never like even considered marrying the girl and who would being 16 years old? So I decided to break up with her as quick as possible even though I still had some feelings left for her, cause I anticipated it'd turn into a huge mess if I were to linger on in the relationship for too long. I liked the girl, but heck, relationships when you're that young aren't supposed to last forever.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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