Nobody could ever love the real me

I think Eleo needs to get out a little more.

I mean, I don't want to be insulting, but when you're "very very lazy," you "love your computer and never want to leave it," et cetera, it's hard to actually get out and find a niche in life for some hope.

So yea, we're all a bunch of cynical assholes who can be really mean at some points.

But I have a feeling Eleo has been through some shit in his life to make him cling to the non-tangibles, and trust things that won't hurt him.

He's cynical. He's mean. He doesn't really like his family too much. It sounds to me like some people close to him have fucked him over a lot in life, and now he's let himself become attached to non-reality with little hope.

Now, I am sure I haven't got it all right here - I wish Eleo himself could confirm. But if it IS whats going on, there's only way to move forward if you actually want to.

GET OVER IT. Pick up your shit, grow some balls, and get out there man. People are mean, and people will hurt your feelings. This is a fact of life. You just need to pick and choose what you listen to, and keep moving. You can't just stall out in the middle of it all and give up.

Jam it back in, in the dark.