Sexual naivete, ignorance and openess

I'm really open about it with people outside of my family.

Inside my family, I have a hard time telling anyone anything about my sex life. They don't even know that I like chicks, though I am pretty sure they must know by now. I remember Crysta slipping up once or twice about it in front of my sister, and I know my father has been informed that I've been in bed with a chick before. He seemed pretty accepting about it, though I denied it when I was confronted.)

I hide this fact from my family mostly because they think its a form of mental illness, and I'd rather not give them more ammunition to shoot at me with. But I often remark about how "she's very attractive" and so forth, so I can't imagine they WOULDN'T know.

Anyways. With my friends, I talk about it openly. A little TOO openly sometimes, I guess. And most other people, I feel completely secure with discussing my sex life with.

Its just my FAMILY, man. Ugh.

Jam it back in, in the dark.