maybe first love...

little story short, since I openly said that I was gay (this mean about 7 years ago) I never been in a relationships, I mean I never really fall in love with another guy. Sure there's been little thing here and there with other guy but that really wasn't serious.

Since past August my best friend (a girl) move out of town to study and she is with a friend in an apartment. So when visiting her, me and her roommate became friend too, which was good because now we hang all three and others friend all together (no separate group anymore). You see, I'm really attracted to this guy (we both know that we are gay and blablabla) and he know that I'm attracted to him. At first I didn't really think much, I though it was just a little crush or that I just find him really handsome and all, but last week we had a whole weekend party at their apartment and I end up sleeping in his bed with him (think about that, that we only sleep nothing happen XD). To say that i didn't really sleep, I pass a lot of time just watching him sleeping... I kind of wished that something happen that weekend but at the same time I'm not sure.

we are friend but we don't see each other a lot because of the distance, but after that weekend I can't stop thinking about him. The thing is, I really don't know if he could be interested and I really don't know what I should do to get his attention.

I don't have any experience in that department, I kind of want to tell him, but in the same time I don't really want to go to fast because it's been only 2 week that we really started to talk more often.

so any advice? (god this post seem complicated XD)

Jam it back in, in the dark.