Thinking of heading back home

If you have nothing new to bring to the table, then is it really him who's boring? Is there anything more he's expressed in wanting from you? Have you brought up your concerns for the future and what not with him? You talk about having a desire to explore Virginia or at least an interest... and I really have to say, it's probably cosmetic rather than anything legitimate. Nerds are like that, speaking from experience there. The only reason I'm here in Virginia is that I get a 500 dollar kicker for being attempting to major in English and the GI Bill is wonderful to allow me to pocket that cash. My brother's in the area to help me out in case of problems and it keeps me away from the family (mom and dad rather).

If I said I had a desire to see Virginia, I'd be lying. Because I don't. I want the degree and I want to leave, simple as that.

If you're having cold feet and relationship problems you might want to evaluate yourself. If you're not confident enough to make a decision like this, I'd seriously consider pondering why that is. Because I'm seeing a lot of myself in your story, and if anything holds true to my gut feeling, it's that there's more to your feelings about this then what you're letting on.

Uncertainty is a motherfucker, but if none of what I said is founded in your view, strongly consider the actual advice of Seris and lurker. Because telling you to "go your own way" when you clearly don't have your head screwed on enough to not make a thread on a forum about a decision is gonna make that a very painful path to follow.

How ya doing, buddy?