Your Relationship with your Parents

There was a peaceful period for me and my mom. And then I changed - I admit I am the sole reason our bond has no kind of balance. "Now" I do not like this lady, I hate being around her, and it's a shame that if I persue that free life I've been wanting for some time, it will come at the cost of my mom being without a home and stuff cause she can't work and no one but me cares about her.

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The situation between me and my mom has got worse about a week ago. Our biggest argument ended in her crying. She keeps comparing the present "me" with the past "me". That didn't feel all that great as much to say with her crying though. Providing the full story, she thinks I've become consumed by satan because I go up against her so much. It's only cause each passing day that she doesn't do something with herself, it pisses me off more and more. I should calm down though..she's thinking about putting me out. She once said "I'm sorry I am your mama". No..I am not sorry you are my mama.

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Originally Posted by Winter Storm

The situation between me and my mom has got worse about a week ago. Our biggest argument ended in her crying. She keeps comparing the present "me" with the past "me". That didn't feel all that great as much to say with her crying though. Providing the full story, she thinks I've become consumed by satan because I go up against her so much. It's only cause each passing day that she doesn't do something with herself, it pisses me off more and more. I should calm down though..she's thinking about putting me out. She once said "I'm sorry I am your mama". No..I am not sorry you are my mama.

^This situation has upgraded since the last year. To a far worser scale.

For starters I've completly shut my dad out of my life. Fake bastard.

My mom loves to assume stuff about me. That is all she ever does is assume. Hell most people assume shit about me - would it kill you to ask questions to get a better understanding? My actions cannot explain what goes on in my mind, only I can tell you what I'm feeling. It's irritating when you spew your guts out to someone and they continue to think all kinds of false shit or do what my mom does - tell ME how I'm feeling(lol). Just like last night, I walked out of my room and left my door open(thought she was sleep so I didn't close it behind me) so comes out to place a sheet over her door and I happen to notice her looking in my room.

Feeling embarrassed, I went to shut my door. I don't like her seeing how messy it is. Man why did I do that...

"YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO SHUT YOUR DOOR CAUSE I LOOKED IN THERE, I THOUGHT YOU WERE IN YOUR ROOM BOY"

"WESLEY YOU NEED TO FORM A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR FATHER BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF YOUR STINK ATTITUDE".

. . .So I had to spend 10 minutes explaining my actions and telling her to please stop being so overly assuming of me. She'll never believe it but it makes me feel bad when she gets mad. All considering my "plans" for her were to keep her happy - though these past 12 years I've done the opposite which I'm sure is why she assumes the worse of me now. I feel like I should not say anything to her.

I've gone near broke for her. Coughed up 350$ to pay for a college bill she refused to pay for 10 years(it reached 1100$), when I didn't even have to. When my back went out in 2004 and Kroger didn't pay for it, Me, Myself, my checks and I paid for that bill for 2 years. No one helped me. She has a lot of problems brough on from bad decisions made early up the road that she tries to get me to fix.

But I'm this full of evil bad guy who hates people and shuts doors to be nasty. Nevermind his punkass dad who loves to tell him he'll do something and never do it, no calls or anything. I'll never forgot thanksgiving "daddy". Go fuck yourself.

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