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Once every few weeks, I break down and think to myself, is it really worth it. It all just seems so hopeless and although I'm fighting through it, Almost everything I encounter seems to be working against me, wanting for me to fail. I just feel like sometimes giving in and give up, hoping that maybe that way I would be at peace, to not be worried anymore and fear anymore . BUT then, just then right before I am about to give in, I get back up and keep on trying.
When your down and feel like you can't go on anymore BUT find someway to just keep going, what are some ways you find to motivate yourself to carry through and keep it going?
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I am going through the same thing. It's pretty bad sometimes I cry myself to sleep because im scared. All my life things I wanted never came and plans I had never worked out. I felt like a burden to my parents all my life and wished to god every night that something good would finally happen. sometimes the time you have these struggles is time that makes you stronger then the next guy. It scares me because I keep myself up every night wandering, what if I fail? What if I end up on the streets? What if I grow old, alone and miserable and die that way? It scares the crap out of me.
I keep trucking though in hopes that if I keep pushing forward eventually things have to get better...right?
How ya doing, buddy?
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