Gamingforce Bleedover

Hmm... My real life self bleeds into my internet self really. It'll just spill all over the journals. xD

But like in manner of posting and allowing yourself be known to others, its not the same. Maybe it is... but it really depends on the eye of the beholder.

IRL I come off as brash, strict, no nonsense, quick to the point, and generally polite and nice to whomever I wish to at work. At home though, I totally fuck around. I let loose silliness, relaxed attitude, and confused. Often confused.

And here on the internet, I finally get the chance to fully use my brainwaves for putting some words together a consicous thought string. I couldn't write fast enough to catch up with my thoughts like my typing do. So hence my journals got the brunt of most of my thoughts in freeform.

So there's no GFF bleedover in my life really. I WISH though... it would be NICE for a change for myself to be able to explain myself better to people irl. But then again... rereading words on screen vs verbal sounds to memory isn't even half of the battle. I have to be a better writer or speaker.

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