At 22 I still haven't even gotten a GED or anything so suddenly applying for a college out of nowhere for me isn't gonna happen for a while, majority to blame is a profession which I have no clue on what I want to pursue for a career (though leaning towards an office job, nothing spectacular, rather local and less likely for me getting killed/injured/ ect) though job security is a priority since in the unlikelyhood of me getting out of college, getting a job and getting laid off a short time after that; anythings possible in our economy.
then there is the $$$$ issue. My folks don't have any, I certainly don't have any and the inevitable denial from some financial institutions is sure to come (bad credit, ect). In the end is what sucks for me is that I'll probably be nearing my thirties and I'll be lucky if I have any educational background at the time (I guess I'll have to get used to working at BK for the time being

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Jam it back in, in the dark.