21. Arch of the Warrior Maidens

Member 2028

Level 30.81

Mar 2006

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Mar 14, 2007, 11:27 PM
Local time: Mar 14, 2007, 09:27 PM
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I don't talk to my ex-es. Nothing good ever spawns from it, somehow.
I've actually had one boyfriend whom I was able to pull off the "being friends" part, but he lives in Japan, has an entire life to himself that I'm not even a smidgen a part of, where I exist only in memories of us "being in love with each other." I believe it only works because I only call him on his birthday to wish him happy birthday--international calls are expensive; and he only has to put up with that one phone call once in a blue moon.
I doubt I can talk to any of my prior ex'es at all. Especially if I've had ANY feelings for them or deep relations with them. I don't know why, but the thought of trying to get back close with something I lost and cut ties (especially if it was ME that broke it off), I feel really reserved about that almost to the point where I'm scared to do so.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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