Your own personal Hell

When I was young, I believed hell to be a concrete place where there was brimstone, fire, lawyers and of course Satan. Now I believe in 'hell' in a broader and more realistic psychological scope. So not as a place, but a state of mind. In that, I think we have the potential to make hell real.

I am in my own personal hell at the moment, by choice. I am cut off emotionally from the people around me. I mean, I know that I am not in a good place and yet I don't make a choice to move forward into a more positive perspective... I think I may be a masochist.

Hell to me is indecision. The inability to come to a conclusion about a given thing. To ponder long hours and have nothing to show for it, is hellish.

Jam it back in, in the dark.