Am I dumb for wishing I loved someone?

Um. I think that if you stay with him, you'll only be feeling safe, not satisfied.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Yea, I understand what you’re saying. It’s just, to summarize, what I’m reading is, “I hate my living situation right now so I’ll go live with this guy who loves me out of pity. Since all these other guys who are much older than I have tried and failed, it makes me wonder whether I should just settle for a comfortable lifestyle that’s available now or hold out for something better in addition to being exposed to the possibility of not finding anyone at all." Why should you risk a life of solitude when opportunity is staring you in the face?

Because you just said that you want to fall in love with him. You want to fall in love with him so you can feel better about wanting to move in with him because you “hate your current situation.”

That kind of mentality isn’t fair to him or you because you’re compromising your feelings to satisfy him since you feel “extremely sad for him” and you’re basically leading him on when you already said that your feelings for him aren’t the same.

There's nowhere I can't reach.

Ok yea, I think I'm missing the point.

What are you asking advice for exactly? Because I assumed it was whether or not to be in a relationship with him despite his inability to ignite your senses.

Of course he'll move on and find someone else. If you are unable to reciprocate his feelings to the same degree as his, then he has no choice but to. It's just that for now, you're all that he can see. And quite frankly, living together won't really remedy that.

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