Bored of her already?

I don’t know if it’s the same situation but when that happens to me, it’s usually because my feelings for the person aren’t really genuine. I tend to crush a lot and that usually ends up with me pursuing a prospect and trying to establish a relationship by any means necessary. I suppose I like the chase, or the “newness” of the impending relationship, just like I adore any object that first makes contact with my eyes. But when that newness is gone, I lose interest and tend to become withdrawn. Not only that but when we become “official” the idea frightens me a bit. Commitment issues maybe? I don’t know, but I’ve since then decided not to establish anything or label it cause labels are restricting. If things gradually progress into a relationship, then fine, so be it. But I’m not about to let myself hurt another if I’m unsure of my feelings.

So for now, I’m flying solo. You know, self-realization and all that jazz.

Jam it back in, in the dark.