Suicide

Yea, I've thought about it. A lot actually.

The dad of a friend of mine killed himself. Hung himself in their garage. Marital problems I believe. She (my friend) was pretty apathetic about it from what I remember. This guy who I hardly knew killed himself back when I was in high school. He would talk to me sometimes but we were simply just acquaintances so his death didn't really affect me much. It's sad yea but I really didn't know him to feel anything.

I've always considered myself a pretty selfish person under the guise of a generous one and I've always regarded suicide as a selfish act. Mainly cause you're not thinking about anyone else but yourself. How the world has "given up on you" so to speak. They don't really care how it will affect other people and try to justify the act by saying "they'll be better off without me." Well, how do you know that? You'll be dead.

Jam it back in, in the dark.