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Embrace what you are. Theres nothing wrong with being a complete dick, but there is something inherently wrong in lying to yourself about it or trying to be something your not. Just stick to your best nature and live with it; at least that way, no one can call you out on lack of honesty.
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I agree with this, but then again, it seems a bit unclear where this has its roots at and what state you'll be at ease with it. Honestly, from your posts, it doesn't sound like you're naturally a prick, but that this is a product of your condition. Better circumstances, better attitude. It's either you accept who you are or better your state and become the person you'd like to be.
What I'm curious about is, if you drink, when you drink, are you more inclined to be a dick, or less? It's not a psychoanalyze, but, in a more rudimentary sense, I've known jaded, skeptical dicks who are a bit more honest with some drinks in them. They were either holding back or happy that they had the inhibition to seemingly connect better with people, more cheerful.
Either way, the only clear cut answer would be to be comfortable with yourself if this is your true nature. If it's not, you're just not happy. Not a lot of random strangers can give advice to that.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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