How comfortable are you with your body?

I've never been comfortable with my body. I've always had what other people tell me 'an unhealthy obsession' with my weight. About 4 years ago I would weigh myself all the time,If I had gained weight I wouldn't eat until I lost some weight. Im also a vegetarian and a very picky one at that,so it's hard to find something I'll actually eat. I lost alot of weight during that. Before that I was 135 pounds at 5'7" 1/2. I think I got down to around 110. I've just never been comfortable with the way my body looks, always thinking I was to overweight and always trying to find something wrong with my body.

While I was pregnant,I gained weight of course. I do not have any idea how much I gained though,because I would never look at the scales when they would weigh me. I didn't get very big while I was pregnant. When I was 8 months pregnant, people would think I was 4 months. I didn't even get any stretch marks but that probably had alot to do with making OZZ rub Vitamin E on my belly. ;p Anyway,now that I've had my baby I probably hate my body even more. Everyone tells me I've lost all the weight I gained but I don't believe them.

I wish I didn't see myself the way I do,because sometimes it just makes me break down. Yeah I know Im a wuss. ;p I really want to start working out again. Im determined to tighen my belly up and just lose weight all around. I guess the main thing I hate about myself right now is my belly and my hips. Im to stubborn to listen to what other people say.

Also,besides something related to weight,I used to hate my hair. It was so frizzy and when my sister cut it real short parts of it would stick out. I was so self conscious about it. I finally found a good hair straightener so that fixed that,plus it's really long now ^_^.

Jam it back in, in the dark.