Wow. Just wow man. Elixir, I read your post and it was the most I've ever read in a forum. With reading it I started crying slighty thinking about my cat Garfield. He died 8 years ago but reading this made me think of him. I feel for you man, and to post it in a forum where anyone can read, thats deep man. Hats off to you. If you happen to get another cat, speak to him/her about it. It really helps. A year or so after, I got a cat and called her Fluff. Straight away, she went into our back garden and sat where Garfield was buried. Cats must have some sort of sith sense cuz I told her thats where he was and she nodded, looked into the sky and let out a strange meow. I'll never forget that. And from reading your post, wont forget Wally
Jam it back in, in the dark.