Non-natives: what do you think about English language?

I'm chinese, living in m'sia.

As for my English, I think I'm decent enough that I won't come off as an idiot when speaking in English, although as far as I could remember, English is technically my first language, since my dad couldn't speak mandarin, whereas I could, so English was the main language back home with my dad.

Thus I tend to think my English still above the average, compared to my peers in college. I've spoke English for the whole of my life, since I was brought up that way, so yeah, English comes naturally to me.

I don't think I'll be as good as a native English speaker though, because my country, I have to constantly speak in mandarin, Malay and a few other dialects since not all the people I speak with have good English, and it's awkward for communication when they have difficulty speaking in English, so I just end up switching languages to accommodate them.

Jam it back in, in the dark.