Childhood Friends

I don't have any childhood friends but one from 6th grade. My family and I left the area and I hadn't seen or heard of him for a complete 10 years. Then I met up with him about a month and a half ago when I found him on myspace and realized he lives near my fiancé. Needless to say we've changed since middle school. We got stoned at a mall. That's something we wouldn't have imagined when we sat across from each other in Social Studies like the little runts we were.

Of everyone I can say I've ever known, I'm doing the best for myself. While my buddies are caught up in the party life, I've at least got a career and I'm still in school. I constantly promote getting a life because I care. Once I've given brotherly advice under my breath as I walk through the door, I promptly loosen my necktie and pour some drinks, get blazed, maybe zone out on some Adderall (since I don't use heavy drugs anymore) and conjure musical philosophies. Then I might write something down or I might fall asleep. It depends who's on the couch.

Jam it back in, in the dark.