Originally Posted by Yamamanama
Was it self-fulfilling or no?
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In a way, yes. I lost my virginity to someone I loved more than I will ever love again. She was the only one I ever dreamed about being with. It was definitely a dream come true in both senses of the phrase. As you may be able to imagine, nothing in life has topped the experience. Nothing has been more painful and confusing than losing her either. Yes. Very fulfilling. Through the internal struggle, I found an unparalleled peace of mind and I rekindled the sense of self I had neglected and an integrity that I have not compromised since.
There's nowhere I can't reach.