I hate people.

I hate to say it but I understand what you're feeling. People do suck, why lie. But what I've realized is that it's better for everyone to keep things in a bit of perspective and perhaps a bit of ignorance of the world around you. Don't obsess over wars you can't help or people you can't affect. If you want to do something, contribute money or your time towards the cause of making the world a better place, instead of sitting at home with your critical eye.

If you feel like your friends or family have failed you in some way, then talk to them. Things will never be resolved if you don't take the first step. I know what you're thinking (maybe). Why should I take the first step, they're the assholes in this scenario, why should I make myself vunerable in that position blah blah, etc and so forth. Well, gain some maturity and start fixing the world around you instead of complaining about it, it'd do the world and you loads of good. Even if it's on a small scale and maybe if it doesn't even work, at least you tried. The world isn't perfect but there is some good in it, it'll help if you went towards the cause of positive rather than negative.

And I don't think everyone realizes that deep down, their family loves them more than they will ever know. So call your mom and maybe tell her you love her, it'll help with that disillusion issue.

Jam it back in, in the dark.