Theoretical Suicide

I have come close to it in the past, close enough to get hospitalized a few times. The majority of the time they blame the medication they had me on at the time. I guess they increase the symptoms in teens.

If I were to ever come that close again, I would have to say that I would rather shoot myself then lay there and decide that maybe life was worth living, or suffer with some sort of cripple the rest of my life should I fail.

My belief is, not only that that would be the way to go (should one choose that path), that commiting suicide in the house is something you just don't do. If someone else lives with you, someone you were close to especially, the would never be able to live there. Imagine what they would go through. Go out into the woods or something.

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