Seeking Approval

I know I often seek approval, I see no reason to deny it, but a part of me rejects it all the same.

I'm guilty of seeking approval from lovers. I try to do what ever I can to keep them satisfied, and I need to know when I'm doing just that. I need to know when I do something they like, or if I went about something the right way. The list goes on.

Sadly enough, a large part of me regards that as pathetic in myself. When other's do it, it's not a problem. But in me there is a part the regards that as a weakness to be exploited by society.

I'm odd like that.

Jam it back in, in the dark.