Aquas... O.o
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Not a huge fan of the first stanza either, but was thinking of a way to start it out because it originally began with, "Your fresh thighs make me sweat"
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This "crush" is an sexual obsession that will undoubtedly lead to you having sex her unless immediate action is taken. I think you'd rather use this girl as a sex toy rather than a partner in life. You've shown that it's more than "mild interest" or a "base of curiosity" over and over and over again, though you deny it. Your thoughts are very disturbing. And all writing this poem will do is increase your lust.
If you cared about her, you'd cut all ties with her until you get your feelings and thoughts under control and never go after her again. This is a 14 year-old girl for heaven's sake! Let her have a normal life, with a normal guy her own age who
will be her husband. I'd also advise you to refrain from sexual fantasy with others, too, because that's not much better.
If you want to use her as an object for sex, great, do you what you're doing now. You're definitely well on the way, but I guarantee you, that'll be all it'll be. Short, sweet, and bitter.
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