Am I doing something wrong? ... =(

Originally Posted by Erocental

Hi!

Just thought I might as well let this out as it screws around with my head a lot...

I've never been in a relationship before... ever... and I am 20. I had the unfortunately pleasure of going to an all-boys school for years... I've never even really hugged a female before. I know some of you will probably now start calling me a loser and so on, but before you do I have been through it before and I resisted pressing the knife into my stomach, so you won't get me to do it again...

I don't know anyone... I have no friends that are close and I never go out because I don't have anyone to go out with... I just feel something missing all the time. I'll admit I did think I wasn't straight but I got over that. I won't ever have the courage to go out on my own, I'm too scared to...

Is there anything I'm doing wrong here... I just feel so lonely in this society that pushes you to lose it before your 18... =(

everything begins with a first step, but the time to do it is when you feel ready. just remember that there was a wide world, and some of this world's most memorable moments come from those who decide to do something that completely goes against all their fears and doubts, and make a stand. I say go for it, but at a pace comfortable to you

Jam it back in, in the dark.