Help me please.......

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I'm going to go ahead and throw out the fact that I think online relationships rarely work and I don't like the idea of them.


As for your problem. You're in the tenth grade, correct? And she lives about 500 miles away from you, right?

Well, I would like to be more sensitive toward your issue, but I must say that cliche "there's plenty more fish in the sea". I understand that she is your "first love" and by far that's the one that hurts the most, but you'll have to get over it sooner or later and simply move on.

It's the simple fact that she's about 500 miles from you - that large distance alone places any relationship at an awkward position. Look, relationships will come and go, and it is best not to dwell on them too long. Being depressed over one girl is perhaps the worse decision you can make, so you really need to calmly sit there and truely think about what you're doing. Your parents can't help you because they've never physically seen the girl (have they?) nor have they been in a situation in which they've had a relationship online. They can be supportive and try to help you, but you really have to figure it out for yourself.

Everyone feels like shit over someone, everyone has been turned down and ignored. It's the simple fact that you must dwell for just a few minutes and then understand that you have to move on. She loves you as a friend, and you just have to accept that. I think she realizes that you love her (because you told her), however she understands that a relationship over that gap will not work hence the relationship with the guy who is there.


Though, in the terms of optimism, it's just one guy and who knows it may work out for you in the end. Though you should really try to go out and find another girl (perhaps at school?).

Jam it back in, in the dark.