Connection with exhuastion and being single?

At least you guys are all dealing with it better. I was single throughout all high school, and now when I look back I realise that whenever I had a chance I blew it on purpose. Like I intentionally identified the wrong thing to do and did it. Problem is it made me so lonely that when I met my current girlfriend, I was willing to give everything up for her. I actually moved to the UK for her, I left what was left of my education, my family, everything. The first few months I pretended like they didn't exist, but now after a year everything is fine between us.

Still, I haven't picked up my education and I'm not working, but I couldn't be happier about the decision I made. Having someone, her in particular, makes everything better all the time, every day. It doesn't matter how bad things get because two emotional stabilities joined is a force not to be messed with.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that even though you might have priorities, such as school and work, it might be worth it to take a chance every once in a while, because all things feel easier when you have someone to share them with. With my Kat, everything is always easy.

Being alone and studying/working all the time through high school did make me really exhausted. I would sleep from 4am to 7am every night because I would have so many things to do and when I finally finished for the day, I couldn't stop thinking. So when I got the chance to change my life, I took it. And it was a huge risk, but I would do it again. Even back when me and Kat were friends she would make everything feel better.

What I think is that if you have to keep all your problems and just everything in general bottled up in yourself it makes you tired. Because, when you sleep your mind deals with all the influences you've had that day, but there's only so much it can handle, and some things won't feel better by just thinking about it.

Yes, I believe that if you're alone and feel like you don't want to be sometimes it can make you tired, or make you feel worse. Hehe, you know, the moment when I realised that I've moved to another country and had nothing but a girlfriend and was finally experiencing real adult life, the one thing I kept thinking was "Wow, life is hard." Luckily, I would tell Kat, she would agree, but remind me that life doesn't affect us.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Being single can cause sub-conscious depression. And sharing your problems does help with the hardships of life.

There's nowhere I can't reach.