Smokers Anonymous

I've been in the process of quitting for about oh...6 months now, following rehabilitation for my passed meth addiction. I don't like smoking but it has had a bit of a hold on my nerves. On a trip, I easily went through 12 packs a day. On sober days, about 2 packs a day. With hard work, I'm now down to one cigarette every 2 or 3 days. Brand & Make of choice: Marlboro 27's. It's been a day since my last smoke. I'm going for it, this time.

Yesterday, I was craving so badly that I bought a pack, lit one, then threw the rest of the pack away. I'm trying to quit just as badly as I need a drag. I figure that if I keep wasting five dollars for every one cigarette, I'll get the picture.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by andkeener

You smoked 12 packs a day??!! How do you even have enough time to smoke that many cigarettes in a day? That's 240 smokes, so you would have to smoke 10 an hour or 1 ever 6 minutes for a FULL 24 hours. I don't know how fast you can suck them down, but it takes me 3-5 minutes to smoke a cigarette. How much did that cost you?

Crystal Meth. Speed. Tweak. Made. Me. Do. Things. Fast. And. Mindlessly. I never counted but it was probably more like one a minute for a couple of hours, then I'd fall asleep. Cost me $60 every other day on Cigarettes plus the $60 every other day for speed. I had a really good job at a casino I ended up losing because of the mood swings and coma-like sleeping binges.

There's nowhere I can't reach.

I appreciate your support. I don't tell too many people irl why I have the smoking habit. Appearing to be a faddist smoker is the better of two evils, I guess. I'm going to have one now, actually. *logs out*

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.