Theoretical Suicide

Back before I went on medication, I jumped off a scenic lookout into a frozen river. I thought it was still shallow ... but there was more water than I'd planned for and it broke my fall, plus the ice was thinner than I'd planned for too ... and here I am. Like Soulzar said, it's strange the things you can think when you're not in a healthy frame of mind. It wasn't planned or anything, just one of the weird things depressive episodes led me to.

Now if I were going to do it, which I wouldn't, I'd try to make it look like an accident ... and not an unnecessarily gruesome one.

Jam it back in, in the dark.