De Arimasu!

Member 1222

Level 37.11

Mar 2006

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Feb 6, 2007, 03:05 AM
Local time: Feb 6, 2007, 09:05 AM
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Funny how my outlook changed on this. A few years ago, I'd have said that I could understand why people would do it, and there were even a few times I felt that way myself. I'm grateful that I got through those times, and now I pretty much believe that it's the stupidest thing you can ever do.
Why throw away the only life you're guaranteed to have? No matter what might happen after you die, you can't count on it. You might believe in reincarnation, or an afterlife, or whatever... but you'll never know until it's too late. You might just cease to exist.
Even if you feel like your life has no value, I don't see how nothing is better. Yet there was a time when I did understand how it would be.
Strange the things you can think when you're not in a healthy frame of mind.
If I was going to do it, some kind of drug overdose would have to be the way to go. I don't see it ever being an issue for me, in the future.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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