tl;dr

Or go to a library.

So, what are you doing right now to alleviate your situation?

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by Plarom

Therein lies the problem, my friend!

You need to discover some purpose for your life in order to have success within your life.

Quoted for truth. Honestly, life is too short to drift.

Look. Find a purpose. I don't care what it is, you might want to really express youself through sculpture, do scientific research, learn to cook very well, whatever. What's important is to define yourself first -- if people like what they see in you, you'll find friends without having to force yourself into their lives. Having a passion for something can be an attractive quality.

There's nowhere I can't reach.