Nobody could ever love the real me

Sounds like a lot of people I know (myself, some of my friends for instance)
1. Laziness can be fixed by proper motivation. If you really want someone you will work for them and work you will. I know I guy why spends 4hrs in the gym working out so he can good buff/be in shape to impress this girl/

2. Computer addition - we all have it. It's nothign new. I spent a week in Chicago with my cadet squadron and for a minute there, I thought I was going to die. But you know what - of you're doing something fun, you forget that you're missing a piece of you (aka. the comp)

3. The capacity for being cruel does not make you cruel. It just makes you two faced (like me..lol). But its true, there will be people who will love it and others who will hate it. I am loved (yes...believe it or not) for my cruelty.

4. Pessimism - not a bad thing. You don't have to feel disappointment if something goes wrong because you already do. IT pissed people off but its easy fixed by PRETENDING. We're all good at that, ne?

5. Family - I don't feel particular to attachment to them either, except my little brother who I treat as if he was my own baby. It's not wrong to not care about them, nor does it make you heartless. Some people are just that way. So don't worry - not all people are family people.

Jam it back in, in the dark.