Jul 12, 2007, 10:38 PM
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I fluctuate between being 'kind of' comfortable with my body to being really upset with my body. Up until about a year ago, I was underweight for a female my height/age, and felt pretty self-concious about it. It didn't help that strangers would comment about it and ask if I was anorexic. I wasn't. I ate plenty, I just couldn't gain weight.
Now, I'm gaining weight fairly quickly. I'm not overweight or anything; I think I just hit the 'average' mark, but I'm still unhappy. Maybe it's due to the fact that I have stretchmarks down my thighs now, or maybe it's because the clothes I could fit into six months ago won't fit at all now.
I'm also quite out of shape. I keep telling myself I need to get up and workout a little each day, but damn if I don't even try. God. Walking up two flights of stairs tires the hell out of me.
Of course, having a boyfriend/girlfriend/whatever to tell you you're beautiful helps self-esteem a lot. (I wouldn't know for sure though, I don't have luck with relationships.)
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