Why not to kill yourself

Man, all LSD does is show you to yourself. That's why your first trip was so nasty, because you were low on the food chain and knew it and, for the first time, you got to examine the causes in great detail. You figured out what you had to do, saw that it had to be done, so you went out and started being the person you wanted to be.

So you're this awesome new person, who is really just the same old person with more confidence, and suddenly this chick, whom you probably discovered in a fit of acid frenzy to be bad for you, decides that you're the cat's meow all of a sudden, and away you go back down the spiral into Otaku Territory.

Running the gauntlet of one's inner demons (Denicalis whut?) is something everyone should do at least once. Now that you've taken that first step, though, you should look at making those changes last. I hold LSD sacred because of this potential that it has to show the user to a deeper side of reality and a deeper side of self. However, if you keep going back to the well, my friend, eventually it will run dry.

If you want that intimate look into your own psyche that you got from LSD, I suggest you learn to meditate and start doing it somewhat regularly. If you can get into the habit of re-examining yourself often, you'll stand a much better chance of making the changes that you need to make in order to live the way you want.

And yeah, no chick is worth your life, bro. I think it's dumb as hell to jump into a new relationship until you're comfortably over the previous one, but that's just my opinion, and nobody ever said you had to be in a relationship to get laid!

(Well, some people say that, but they are the ones that you don't try to have sex with. :P)

Jam it back in, in the dark.