Theoretical Suicide

(Maybe you all will consider me a bit crazy.)

Everyday, I always think about death, dying, and how to die. About how death is so mysterious, and how mysterious it is that many conspiracies are made based on it. The truth is, sometimes I imagine commiting a suicide just to know what death is. There's nothing to loose; besides, I don't really have a lot that will cry on my graveyard.

But in my inner heart, I know that suicide is a very stupid thing to be done. To throw away life that is hard to be made and to waste it away on stupid things are very wicked and honestly, I hate those kind of people. Except if there is no other away. But only if...

Despite all that, I still think about dying. Of all causes. But usually I think of dying for others, like suicide attack or self-sacrifice, since I haven't tried protecting someone in my life. I don't know...I'm still 18. I'm still too young to talk about life.

Suicide hh? Both holy heretic and stupid.

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Originally Posted by Alice

Stupid, but definitely not holy.

Oops...did I write 'holy'? Sorry, my mistake . It should be 'heretic'. a bit far from content heh?

There's nowhere I can't reach.

I begin to wonder how many people in this thread had actually tried commiting suicide...

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.