What gives your life meaning?

I can't be 100% sure, because it's a mix of a lot of different things for me. This sounds very trite, but my children are the main thing for me. I really feel like I was born to be a mother, and they truly are the reason I live.

But then I've thought about what I would live for if I didn't have children, and this is where it gets complicated. It's so hard to imagine not having them, and I was SO YOUNG when I had my daughter that I almost can't remember who I was before I was a mother. I think that I love life and all its ups and downs. I know that I love the unexpected. Waking up every day and not knowing what is going to happen - good or bad - is a huge rush for me. Also, I love food and sex and sleep...a lot, and I can't imagine that Heaven would have anything to offer me that is more tempting than those three things.

Jam it back in, in the dark.