Negative feelings towards love...advice appreciated.

Drugged and raped? Don't you have an interesting back story. Though, mate, you're 17. I don't think you truly understand just how little life experience you've had so far. You suck at making friends and you haven't found the one true love by 17. Think about that for a while. Most people, if they find it at all, are much older. You, my friend, are not as special as you think. You're what we call "par for the course." You're not unusual here, just suck it up and life works out. That's how it works.

P.S.
With a name that means Justice in latin, you should have a better grasp of the "balance" factor to life.

P.P.S.
People with latin names are gay.

P.P.P.S.
Unless you stole it from the Boondock Saints, then it's forgiveable.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by Aequitas

Well as I said, I don't really think I've ever found true love, and nor do people generally find it around my age. It is just that with all the shit that's going on, and my probable depression, I just feel that nothing good will ever come to me in that regard (or in any regard really, my lifes been one big landfill ^_^)

P.S. Hahahaha
P.P.S. Well I am bisexual.....
P.P.P.S. Yeah, I stole it from there, I was going to do Aequitas Veritas but someone already has that.

I flew as Aequitas and Veritas on Subspace for years and years.

There's nowhere I can't reach.