The end of an Era

Some of my friends right here already knows what was going on to me lately. They knows about my mom's struggle against the cancer. And some of you gave me total support, filling me with hope and faith to fight at her side, helping her with all I could do.

This horrible war ended yesterday, 03-17-2006, 8:43 pm, GMT -3, when she passed away.

I came back from the funeral hours ago. It was an emotional ceremony. My dad cried a lot. And my sisters... damn, one of them, the pregnant one, couldn't control herself, saying that she should live enough to see her grandson.

I have no more words, I'm crying right now. When I try imagining the future without her, all I can see is a blur.

For all those help me out, no matter the distance, for the Scoremania and GFF folks who fought by my side all this time... Thank you.

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Thanks for all support, folks. I thought today it would be easier than yesterday... but it didn't.

I woke up and went washing my face. I looked to the mirror...

... and, for the first time ever, I didn't recognize myself.

I went to the church anyways, and a passage of the Bible went to my heart.

Lord consoled me. And when I came here today, and saw these lot of posts, most of them from old friends, I felt more relieved. It still hurts, but now I know....

As Arc said, I will live.

I have one last request to the GFF moderators: I may be gone for a while, settling some things that must be solved now that my mother's gone. So, please, don't delete my account, if possible.

Ah, the passage?

"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." (2 Corinthians 4:8,9)

There's nowhere I can't reach.

It sure are trying times... but I'll live. The battle, the struggle... and the life goes on. I'll try no dissapear, but I can't promise.

And thanks for all for the support.

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