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Aug 8, 2006 - 01:27 AM |
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let me get this out of the way~ |
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I've been gone for a while. Yes. And in coming back, I discovered a few things. Please, please, do not take this as me trying to stir up anything. I, in my most sincerest form, am telling you that I only say these to get them out of the way and move on.
When I came back about a year or so ago, I admittedly came back with an attitude. Without having to give out the details, I'll just say it was stupid on my part and I admit guilt. For those of you who had joined GFF during the time I was gone and didn't like me because of my attitude, I do not blame you. I feel stupid for that.
For those of you who disliked me because of the "forum mom" idiocy, I do blame you. How many times must I explain that being called the forum mom was not something I imposed upon myself? It seems that those of you who don't like me because of this, you weren't around when it first began. In fact, all the people who were have no problem with it, as far as I know anyhow.
I speak to you, peeack. It still amazes me to see in Mucknuggle's comments in a journal entry of his that you still seem to think I think I'm the forum mom. I am not, nor have I ever, professed to be. I don't like, nor do I dislike, being called that. It came upon by some because at one time I was the oldest one here and believe it or not, was at one time voted as one of the top people as being the nicest at GFF. (ok, you can get up from falling out of your chair with laughter...haha). So I guess this is why some felt like I was the "forum mom".
I don't stop anyone from saying it, if that's what they think of me. And no, peeack, not all the creepy people here at GFF have called me that. Several people who were here long before you (who many people like) have called me that. I'm not sure what is so weird about it to you anyhow, but regardless, please let that go and understand that I wish you wouldn't dislike me for that.
Denicalis was another one who didn't like me because of that. One day I went in to chat and he was there and so I confronted him about it. It's amazing how, when two people actually have a conversation, they can realize how wrong they are about the other person (good or bad ~ in this case it was good!). The only reason I didn't like Denicalis was his attitude towards me and the forum mom thing, because I always thought of him as quite intelligent and always enjoyed reading his posts. I'm glad we got that worked out and I hope to one day have another enjoyable chat with him.
Now, on to the one thing I have found most disturbing of all. There is someone here who wants to link a picture to my son in which I am semi-nude.
Why, pom? Why do you want to do that? What purpose will it serve for you? Because you don't like Corey and you don't like me (why you don't like me, I don't know) you feel that he should be exposed to a mistake I made? It's one thing to joke about it like Bradylama did in one of his journal comments (at least I think he was), but it's another to be dead serious about it:
pom's comment that he REALLY wanted to link Corey to that pic
Honestly, I think that goes beyond dislike for me and Corey. It borders on mean. I will stand here and tell you to your face that I made a mistake showing that to Pink, someone I trusted, but that doesn't matter now. What matters is that if my son ever finds out, it will come from me, not from you to get revenge for whatever reason you felt when you made that post.
So~
*takes a deep breath* Now that is off my chest and out of the way, let me say I won't argue about any of this as there's really nothing to argue about. If you feel you need to berate me for it, please do so, though I know I'm not in the mood for arguing anymore.
The julia that everyone knew from years, years ago, and not from a year ago, is back and I'm happy about it. 
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