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Mar 15, 2007 - 11:33 AM |
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So called friends! |
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I am deciding to vent.
I've had enough of people, who I class as friends that seem to be totally, utterly, fucking shit at being "friends". I had quite a large group while a college and I loved them all staying close to a few. But since moving to Nottingham I've only stayed close to one the other two are just non-existant. I hate the fact that I've invested more then 5 years in both of these friendships and guess what, I have nothing to show for it at all. It really annoys me. Granted they are individuals and have their own lives and I don't argue that point. What I argue is why the fuck do I bother to even continue classing them as friends?!
Why do I still have their phone numbers and email addresses? I've attempted on several occasions to meet up with them over holidays etc but to no avail. Whats the point. Are they simply fake? I'm assuming they class themselves as my friends, but I'm seriously considering just deleting their remains from my life. I hate people like them, fake! People who take on roles, which are not their own and disown those who have been there throughout everything! You know who you are, and if you read this either be ashamed of yourself and get of your arse and realise your mistake or stand up and argue your point.
I'm sick of trying. I've known one of them for a very long time and stood by him when he made huge mistakes as he did with me. But now, nothing. I look back at how we used to be and we were the best. But now, as times gone by, he has altered so much and I seem to be the one who hasn't.
Am I trying to keep hold of something that isn't worth while? I probably am. I should work on that.
I need to forget about their sorry arses and actually throw myself entirely into my new friendships, it's just difficult. But I must prevail and get it over and done with, if they can't even spare a thought for me I should do the exact same.
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