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Oct 15, 2006 - 03:26 PM |
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One of the things that bothers me about this, is that Ashleigh is probably with her friends now, all of them telling her she made the right choice. That I'm sick, and crazy and she deserves better. Vindicating her decision.
I'm not. I love her. And I guess if I really am so awful that she has to leave me to feel any joy again... then that's what has to happen. But I don't mean to be like this. I thought we would get through it together... but even SHE couldn't stand me. My best friend for nearly ten years...
But now everything is gone. All our plans. Our future together. It all means nothing now. It's gone. In one night, it's all gone.
I really don't deserve to be happy. I am a fucking blight on the world.
General Astura Tsukari: Enjoy yourself, you're in a loving relationship
Russian Girlovich: WE are, heh
Russian Girlovich: Both of us
General Astura Tsukari: *Smiles* We are
Not even an hour before she said she was going to leave. And she told me it was real. That we were okay.
And I'M the cruel one.
How am I the only one who ever means it when she says she won't leave. When she says she will fix things and stick with someone? How is it?
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