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Feb 26, 2007 - 07:20 AM |
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My dad, School and crap among other things. |
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This past Saturday was my dad's one year since he passed away. I held up pretty well considering(my dad died in his sleep. I tried to wake him up) My mom died two years previous to this. I guess I just really tried to make myself happy, so I just surronding myself with friends and such. Saw a movie (the worse movie ever. Tyler Perry's Daddy's Little Girls) and then we went to eat at Olive Garden. I was alright until my grandmother texted me asking me how I was holding up, and saying that she missed him too...then I had my moment. I cried a little bit, not that big, its the end of the world cry that I thought was going to happen (I did that on my moms one year.) So I shed a tear for him, and I can honestly say that apart of me is happy because my dad never got over my moms death, so he's with her. The more happy he is and I have to suffer, I can deal with it.
Anyhow, I just wanted to comment on being a college freshman. I'm at school @ GVSU in grand rapids, and let me just say, I feel like i'm in the middle of nowhere. Omg. Half the time I have no idea where I'm going. Coming from Chicago to grand rapids is so funny because I have no idea where anything is, and there's almost one of everything. The main shopping area is Meijer (we don't have one is Chicago) and then there's Applebees and then we have one post office. And the lady who works there looks straight out of the movies like she knows everyone who walks in. Othe than the small town, I keep weird hours here. Like I don't sleep until after six in the a.m. and then get up and go to class. On like three hours sleep. Being here though, you meet real people. Which makes me happy cause I can't deal with anything stressful anytime soon.
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