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Aug 30, 2008 - 10:27 PM |
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Mom Called me today.... |
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I love my mom. We've had a few dis agreements many times. We've lived together, My parents are both still together (though they've gone through worse than other parents I've seen who have broken up [and those I know had a deeper connection between the mother and the father]), The only reason why I'm not living with them now is because I'm at college and I live off campus.
However, she called me today. I don't mind when my family calls, it takes my mind off of things however recently I'm not in real big appreciation of my parents calling me right now. However this isn't the point I want to make today. My mother mentioned how the rest of my family (grandparents, Aunts, and Uncles) want me to visit them this thanksgiving. I was planning to come back to the apartment this thanksgiving after I visit home for a day. I guess I shouldn't mind but My parents want to get airline tickets and I just don't want them to spend the money (I would usually go Non-Rev since my mother works so I have no fear of flying or anything, it's just the cost now and days is a pain). When I expressed my concerns again to her, she just was a little worried and talking about how her side of the family has a history of loners and introverts. She said that it's really been a problem in the past and it got me thinking a bit.
I've known for a while that I'm a naturally annoying person. I don't know how I do it, I try to be as kind and as caring as possible, but I still come off as annoying. I know that I'm naturally annoying and I've tried to get more and more friends. I've been thinking that this is the reason why I've become an introvert and a loner myself. Upon further reflection I've realized that this is the reason that makes members of my mother's family loners and introverts. Because they were naturally annoying. It's kind of hurting in a certain way. I know I'm acting Emo here and all of you probably hate me, but what do you think?
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